Bismah's Blog

True that we never get to see what our fate is, beforehand. That’s the thing about being a part of such a past with overly dramatic stories that are tend to be called ‘History’, which repeats itself. Well, that's what it is all about. Why? How? When? Where? What? This is all that comes to our thick skulls whenever encountered with the word ‘History’ or better yet, past. But it's not just limited to the extend of these W, H questions, rather it is much more than this. It is something that’s written in our fates, long ago. Though we never got to write or decide our providence, however we to get the power to cage them with our deeds. The ‘HISTORIES’ we come across are simply those changes that are made by the ones who are audacious enough to convey such things to the audience, better yet the leaders, about the inconvenience among the people they rule. It not only transmutes the person’s life, howbeit the lives of the ones those whom the...

The article “Quality Integrated Education” is written by William Brazziel. William Brazziel had a question in his mind that how schools of integrated communities would match or even approach the records set  by the schools those have segregated themselves in a community. The question arose from the fact that to be able to build a truly integrated society, one must eliminate the plague of moral confusion that generates cynicism, contam for values in powered by elders, drug abuse other ills, we see about us which so happens to be segregated schools or poorly integrated schools. Such an example was that Madison High School in Brookline which was located in the most liberal communities in the country. Needless to say the Madison High was the only school in such a disaster state, running on unwritten rules such as the idol rational balance on white and black students was 3-1, classifying the students on IQ test scores, keeping them on the same track throughout their school...

At this stage when I’m in the senior year of my school. I have always thought of the days as a junior and back to my first day in school. Each event, each day comes into my mind in a sequence just like a movie where I could see myself in a way that others saw me. Every time I got happy just likes every other child of my age, I jumped up and down, laughed and unknowing hugged my friends in school. But now when I see myself in a mirror, I begin to smile at my reflection and my sight catches the best moments where I used to be me. All of my childhood and even now I’m always off-guarded and felt like scared whenever there’s a chance of getting along with the public and speak up. I have always hesitated in the opportunities where I have chance to expose my ability, to expose myself. That’s when I get a lot more discouraged by own self that haunts me every time. But now I’m getting pretty strong to get my inner side to be shown to people who think that I’m ...

You are at a place that seems like fantasy. You accept the things going on around you and within you. Then, at a certain point, you feel like you have been up from a deep sleep. Everything processing in your surrounding is the scene from a film that is 'the Story of Your Life'. Miracles then expand even more to amaze you about the reality that you have predicted as the fantasy. You get the infinite feelings of joy and peace. Everything revolving around you gets you out of the cage of your thoughts and lets you explore the exposure of the tragedy that is experienced. Meanwhile in this book, a girl named Margo , sees her future as travelling to a lot of places including those paper towns which made her feel like home. Her mysterious personality has always been a challenge for Quentin, who lives next to her since he was two. They both explored an inspection tragedy at the age of nine at the park near their home. Time passed by and then one day at a midnight, Margo jumped up to his...

The perk of being a reader has always a hidden pleasure for the people who are very attached to the reading. The novels we read are not just for fun there’s a lot more to be seeking in and to be explored. That’s when you take really interest in a back flip over pages and stick to a few along the road at the end there is a moment when you get to know, you get to feel the reality in the words. You start to observe it in your surroundings and that gets over nerves to take it all in at once it’s pretty devastating that the way you saw the book from its cover then from its content and then from the magic it has done which is causing the whole air to be revolved around it. The feeling you get is obviously infinite and the expressions on your face are unreadable. You are in a situation where there is no way out of it and the cage you are trapped in is more likely to be appealing a place where you belong. It’s good to knowing almost everything about the books and keeping...

When you think that there is always a person who is constant in your life and who has always been there by your side in every moment rather it is of joy or sorrow, you then start to realise and rewind it in your mind that who was there for me? That’s when a name is popped up in your mind which is your smile. Whenever you are hurt, just a smile gets that wound overwhelmed which pleases you thousand times more than being hurt. It’s a good omen when you seemed to be always smiling. It is a kind of strength which is stronger than the words. It has the potential to make you naturally beautiful. Always remember that your fake smile is the ugliest thing about you. There is a moment where you feel that the things you did and the things that ever happened to you were a miracle. But when you make connections among each event that was involved, you get to know that your only act of kindness was enough for this more than anything else. The joy is to be a part of everyone's life whether ...

You always have a will which means world to you. The wish that has been asked for to be fulfilled since you thought for it. It can be a dream or influence by anyone you saw. Once in a lifetime there is a chance of getting your imagined will to be changed into reality. There’s no way out of the world you live in, but if you think for a second in that world your imagination starts to grow with you and it ends on you. There’s no one involved of the ones you love and want to be with them for your entire life. Their presence is very important in your every decision you take or whatever you do. And when you imagine them with you in that situation you just wait for it to be changed into reality and you work for it. You work harder and take risk for what you have and what you don’t. Then there is a point where you reach and get what you have wished for. That destiny which you have found by following the stars that you can’t touch gives you the best moments of your life. ...

Why does everyone just needs to poke their noses in others lives? Don't they have their own business to mind? That's just because you are the past of a society where a person who's not famous till the person is known by everyone, their lives are is discussed among the beings in our society. The surroundings We are trapped in, is just not as occupied as it's seem to be. If you get something in you and you believe in it that of you show others what you have, they will surely appreciate you.. There and then, you will get that force restoring in yourself that would explode anytime, any minute to get you out of the trap and take you to place where you belong to. And when the time comes, you burst out. Every inch of your body,l your movement, your language, will show the hidden magic spell that you have for your whole eternity. People will than start talking about you in a way which would please you. You will then get used to it and apparently you are urged to do the same. Th...

The incredible journeys have the most dreadful, yet the most memorable endings. School life is one those journeys where The the end you just want time to go backwards. Every moment spent, floats like streams of river and all the memories play as a movie in your mind that urges you to drag the time and rewind it again and again. Yet, it opens your feelings more. The school corridors where you used to  stop after every step at the bell of break, irritating the council members. Bucking periods and roaming around every corner of school like you  own the place. Fights over small things, then reuniting, all the fun in classes while the teachers try to calm us down. Teacher's attention you got would make you cry that now as grown ups we have to do it on our own. All the time when we plead to teacher for P.T. periods. Every year shuffling of the classes and making new friends. The whole batch, crying on the last day, on each others shoulders, and sharing last words and hugs. All of it...

A gift that is always grant with the blessings of love and care. There every individual has apart to do that is feeling and taking it as responsibility to be fulfill. There is not only the love and care that grooms the relationship. Agreed or not, hatred is always there somewhere and is shown in the fights and it is a part of betray. Passion of being together is always there and the only thing people are keen at is getting distant. Easiest yet the most difficult thing to do get away from a person whose the most close to you. You get a hangover, trying not to think of each other. Then, you end up broken inside as the memories gets flashed up in your mind again and again as if the would haunt you to your entirety. After the struggle of being too patient, you get a chance to fill up the gap in between and get along with the differences to get to appoint to figure out the decision. There were times when you fought like cats and dogs, and then get along like lost birds. Nevertheless, this ...

There has been a time when we were careless and never bothered to think who we really are. Moreover, at this stage I am asked who I am. I am speechless no words to tell them who is inside me bringing up all the things I can do, which I never thought for. Then I begin… I am the one who is always me and never the one who is not me. I have my own world of fantasies that is nevertheless concerned with anyone else. It gives me pleasure of what I have, which I never knew, just by closing my eyes in a relaxed mode. There am always me inside everyone who is always honest to you telling you the real things about you and brings them from your world of fantasies to reality to show people who you really are. That I believe in myself for what I have different from others and the best part is that it is the most influencing and catchy thing for others.

As a person, like every other, I have been facing a lot of problems just as teenagers get into their lives. The issues at first are very simple and can be tackled. Then when time passes by and you grow older with young sense of maturity the life gets complex. Every time when you take a step forward, simultaneously you take a step backwards. You get tangled into your own problems and there is no way out. Immediately, you need a person who would always be there for you, a support that everyone needs to be stable at the time to stumble. We have always seen people with dreadful pasts in their lives and they pretend that those events never happened in their lives. There is no life without problems. Actually, the problems make our lives worth. Because no one else than you can handle the situations, until and unless they spend a day in our shoe. Several times this has happened with me that whenever I am on the road, I pass by many places but never get a chance to stop by. The attraction grown...

Have you ever tried to talk to those people who have never conversed with anyone around them? Do you ever feel the urge to give them a bit importance that anyone gave them? You might feel a bit bad that nobody talks to them. However, it is a pleasure for them, because they are wallflowers. They know everything in their ambiance and their minds are dearer than ours are. They just listen and take in the only the pieces those are worth. Watching then as a second or a third person, is confusing since they used to one of us. Well, being a wallflower has its own perks.

It is all about you when you think of a task you can do or not. It is up to you what you chose rather to prove yourself or to be in your own world. Nevertheless, being in your own world would never last long. You need to come back to reality and see who you really are. It is all about people having different perspectives to pursue their thoughts. It is never been a miracle that is human nature.

Conquest has always been preferred a great value, whether it’s of good or bad. In our daily lives, we’ve seen a lot of people getting onto their lives with the biggest victories giving them the pride to take each step with prestige. Have you ever thought that the success they’ve got caused them to lose everything they had? The struggle was pointless to them at first but then at the time when it got on its peak and they realized how far they have come, they need time to recall every street that has passed them on the road of theirs to the triumph.  This success provided them the platform to regain everything that they had to lost. If you ever ask them what they want back to be there in their present lives. Their response to this question will be all about the loss they had and regaining them would be the best thing ever happened to them. The past always has a reason to be remembered as a part of our lives. We just need the courage to face it when it repeats itself....

Right now being trapped at a place which is known yet unknown to you gets into your mind revolves around multiple things that grabbed your attention and you let yourself chase behind it as you are led out of the darkness. Bright lights hovering out of your body are the hidden sides of yours which is revealed to you by the change of your ambience to a place where your soul belonged to. You’ll feel your presence in a cage where all the walls are pressing you inside it. Just because it has never been your source of light, so far. But, by and by, you realize that these whereabouts are actually designed for you. It just had to be noticed. Earlier from this, you go through a lot of circumstances that happens to be the part of your actions against the plot you’ve been through. Every act or reaction of yours gives you the experience to deal with upcoming and ongoing process and periods of your life, where you’ll need them the most. There’s just the need of being identif...

Exploring the surrounding is always worth because it lets you explore yourself. Traveling has always been my inspiration. That’s all what happens on the road; going to new places, getting to know others and making new friends. It’s always really exciting when you go across the road and step into a place where you have never been before. Rather than this, personally I haven’t yet gone on a trip to the country side or away from my home town.  I’ve read about the travel, and even searched for the trips. But I’ve never planned to be on one. I would love to have a trip like that, driving on my own, having a friend along, visiting places and feel infinite while listening to the music that has overwhelmed our feelings. Traveling…mostly every person would get excited to go on a country-side trip in their own car with a few friends those are the only you have. just like this we’ve rad a lot in the novels.it has always sounded very exciting and trag...

Everybody has a personalized mirror which is its soul. The only things you can believe on this mirror are things that it acknowledges you about the fake parts for yours. This mirror is the only one that can talk to you. It gives you the best advice. It is the voice of your heart , which has feelings, that has the ability to hold on to the faith. Every time when you are happy, it reminds you thanking God for what you have. It lets you believe in your own self. Whenever there is a trouble, you think of the circumstances that would cause many problems you think about others opinions. However, this mirror, your soul, reminds you of yourself that what would be its impacts on you. We can never deny to a part of ours that is the only phenomena that is the reason for our being. We have been through many times where a part of our brain degrades us for a task we can do and tries to trap us under the cage of fears we have built until ages. But when it’s the right time to release all...

Relying on a relation which has always been destroyed right after it’s rebuilt, is just like a one-sided love. It’s something like you love a person then you see them happy but not with you, without you which destroys your inner self that has been built from ages and now is shattered down in small glass pieces. If you have read a fairytale where boy says a girl but know it’s not the same. A lot of things have taken a rebirth which has caused a great impact on the evolutionary world. Today when you are in love with such a person who's already someone else’s, its hard to get them to a point that you’re the one who loved from the start. Just because you weren’t prepared to tell about your feelings, you got late. And now there is someone else on the doorstep where you should be standing. The only thing you want is the attention which is not yours at the moment. That’s what that matters when a person doesn’t know about each other’s feelin...

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